One of my favorite subjects for my paintings are the views across the Marshwood Vale, in the far west of Dorset, leading up to the Devon border. There's a row of three hills - Lamberts Castle, Pilsden Pen and Lewesdon Hill that lead up from the coast towards the village of Broadwindsor. You can see these three hills as you drive over the ridgeway along the A35 from Dorchester towards Bridport, and when you climb the hills themselves, you can clearly see far across towards Chesil Beach and Portland.
These three hills each have a very different feeling. To me it feels like Lewesdon was the Druid hill, as it's got a mysterious and magical feeling. Pilsden Pen feels bleaker to me, like a military stronghold, and at Lamberts Castle I can almost see the ancient settlements, a community of families, soldiers, traders and children.
It's also easy to imagine everyone sat round camp fires at night, under the stars, talking, eating, making music and dancing. What's remarkable about this is that we can have exactly the same experience today, and for sheer pleasure it still beats all our technological distractions. Frankly I'd far rather be sat round a fire with friends on a clear summers night, than watching a movie, or playing on the computer.
Anyway, there's a camp organised by a local family that takes place over a week in July, just to the west of Bridport, near Whitchurch Cannonicorum. A dozen or so families decamp to a field and set up tends, yerts and bell tents. Here's a taste of a summer evening sat round the fire...
Lovely.
Some thoughts on creativity and perception
I sometimes feel that our accomplishments in life are laid out before us like a row of choices, each leading to the next, and when we're 'in the flow', we naturally and easily glide from one to the next.
What tends to impede the flow is when we procrastinate, and avoid doing something that might not be as exciting or entertaining as we would wish. But it is only when we finally follow through with the 'natural' action that it transpires that our entire destiny was lined up beyond that event.
I had one of these moments a few days ago. I'd been wanting to rearrange my studio for a while, but could not seem to even get started. So it remained in it's current state, with paintings stacking up, as if waiting for me to resolve the situation. Meanwhile, there was a large painting on one wall that I've been working on and off for a couple of years now. I'd been thinking about the painting recently, considering the next layer, but because it was now several months since I'd touched it, I didn't feel sufficient urgency to tackle it. Finally one evening I decided to set to work on it, partly helped by some new paints I bought in Bath, which I was eager to try out. I worked on the painting for a while (Marshwood Sunburst, 72"x48"), not long, perhaps an hour or so, and then I sat down to look at it. All of a sudden it occurred to me exactly what I needed to do in order to rearrange my studio. It was a very obvious and simple change that I'd not remotely considered before, but it only happened when I got on with the task at hand.
If you imagine that everything you want to achieve is available to you, and laid out before you, then accomplishment only requires a state of 'allowing', rather than a 'plan of action'. Just look at how many people give up on their dreams because they just don't seem to get that 'lucky break' or figure out 'how' to achieve it. Perhaps those opportunities were there all along, but they were disguised as apparently ordinary decisions that they had considered and then dismissed? We have to reach an understanding that rather than working 'harder' and 'trying' to realise our dreams, perhaps these dreams are actually trying to get to us, and all we need to do is to allow our ideal life to unfold is to follow through on these simple ideas that occur to us.
This reminds me of the way that artistic progress seem to occur. It seems to be the result of a combination of very ordinary decisions, alongside the 'big' ideas. Being a successful creative person really isn't about trying to be 'amazing' every moment of the day, but instead, of trusting in the small decisions that allow us to build momentum and confidence, without being distracted by the countless rational excuses we might have.
I think that hesitation and procrastination are particular embodiments of our rational, or left-brain way of thinking. In our increasingly secular and logically/scientific society we're encouraged to explain, justify and quantify everything we do. The problem with this is that it neglects the right-brain 'intuitive' mind, and in fact many creative (and scientific) solutions are only discovered when chance has intervened, or seemingly illogical decisions have been made.
I experienced a fine example of this recently when I was looking at a couple of small recent paintings I'd made (of paths up Lewesdon Hill). They were lying next to each other on the floor, and the outer edges were obscured by furniture, so all I could see was a combination of the left side of one painting and the right of the other. The resulting configuration appeared like a new painting that I had unintentionally made - the unlikely fusion of two different projects.
As I was enjoying this 3rd painting that I'd inadvertently created, I became acutely aware of my rational mind trying to explain what I was seeing. It was obviously confused by this new discovery, and was urgently trying to tell me what was happening. If it had had the chance it would have pointed to the various parts of each painting and told me what they really were. But I didn't want to know what they were, I was too busy enjoying what they had become, and one of the greatest pleasures of being an artist is when you are pleasantly surprised by your own work.
Anyway, I managed to keep my logical brain at bay long enough to allow my creative or imaginative brain to enjoy and remember the experience, but it was my clearest indication yet of the 'yin and yang' of perception that we utilise. To function at our best we need to balance both sides of our brains, so that we can enjoy both structure and discovery.
See for yourself
There's actually a great way that we can all experience our two left/right perspectives. Have a look at this image of a spinning girl. At first she looks as if she is just spinning round and round in one direction, but then, all of a sudden you will probably see her change direction. You might think this is just a random series of clockwise and counter-clockwise rotations, but in fact there's an easy way that you can change her direction whenever you want...
Here's what you do - look at the shadow of her pointed foot at the bottom of the image. You'll notice it seems to either move from left to right or from right to left. If you just relax for a moment and watch the shadow, you can begin to see how it is actually going from right to left to right to left, a movement that corresponds to your brain also switching right to left to right to left. In order to make the girl spin clockwise you simply wait for the shadow to start moving from right to left, and then lift your eyes to see the movement continued in the spin of the girl. Likewise, to make the girl spin counter-clockwise, catch the shadow as it begins to move from left to right and then lift your eyes to see her keep spinning in that direction.
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